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If I seem a little distant or incoherent, it's because I am. I am not a NeuroTypical and I have no desire to become one. This is simply the area in which I stim my creative impulses. (WARNING: All entries are either ENTIRELY TRUE or ENTIRELY FALSE and anything claiming to be one of the latter is, in fact, one of the former. There are no exceptions to this rule.) comments, marriage proposals, and death threats can be sent here 
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Monday, May 31, 2004
get up *pause* stay awake long enough to feel your joints ache your joints, now roaches soggy and expired and how tired is normal and how much is lethargy *pause* *fast forward* maybe if I walk around people will go away *think* they never go away everybody wants to help good intentions though are often lost in the shuffle search *searching* pretense aside ----------> I see it the cycle (the wheel), the endless regression progression recursion and all I can seem to think about (obsessively, it may appear at times) are 4-, 5-, and 6-dimensional fractal patterns "what the fuck is wrong with me?", but I know. (are the two related?) I know. Friday, May 21, 2004
Monday, May 17, 2004
summer waxes days grow longer but shadows linger enough to approximate night I feel the ground beneath my feet rising to match a pedestal 72 inches above my brow Monday, May 10, 2004
I feel very disconnected from this timeline's relative 0-point; I remember this all happening already. I don't know quite what is happening, but I remember things that are going to happen. I have no control over how many things I remember and when (as does anyone, really), but I can remember some upcoming events. I'm a little afraid that I may be delusional, but I will (as ALWAYS) suspend any belief annihilation until additional experiencial data becomes available in sufficient quantity to allow proper statistical evidence supporting an improvement in any (or all) of the belief systems. Sunday, May 09, 2004
losing sleep for lack of breath apathetic atrophy of appetite excessive rumination degenerates and I personally believe that knowledge is the reciprocal of power in a strictly geometric sense and no amount of planar postulates obfuscate the simple and elegant axiom schema of intelligence Thursday, May 06, 2004
Sunday, May 02, 2004
strangle my periphery gasp, stutter, fall apart cascade rushing out out anywhere but in pause never to reflect or risk becoming empty strangled by periphery |
faeries have died because YOU haven't been clapping hard enough.