TC aspie ranting

aspie ranting

If I seem a little distant or incoherent, it's because I am. I am not a NeuroTypical and I have no desire to become one. This is simply the area in which I stim my creative impulses. (WARNING: All entries are either ENTIRELY TRUE or ENTIRELY FALSE and anything claiming to be one of the latter is, in fact, one of the former. There are no exceptions to this rule.)

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Wednesday, August 29, 2001
 
DAMN KEYBOARD!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2001
 
*chants* Logic is good... Logic is perfect...
*giggles* so, then... why is a story like a ghost?

Because
a story's a tale
a tale's a brush
a brush is a broom
a brougham is a carriage
a carriage is a gig
a gig's a trap
a trap is a snare
a snare's a gin
gin is a spirit
and a spirit's a ghost


anyone who finds the name of the logical blunder will win a poem...

 
As soon as anyone gets into a position of authority, even on a small scale, their troubles begin on a very large one...

 
28 August. The feast day of St Hermes and St Augustine. Hermes is probably a Christian version of the Greek god of magic, medicine and occult wisdom. Augustine of Hippo, 'the greatest of the fathers', a libertine turned philosopher, is revered equally by Catholics and Protestants.

Sunday, August 26, 2001
 
*sings* TIP ME OVER AND POUR ME OUT!

 
dance, puppets... DANCE!!!

 
"To be, or not to be: that is the question." -- Shakespeare, Hamlet
"To be or not to be is not the question; to be is not to be." -- Alan Watts
"To be and not to be arise mutually." -- Lao, Tao Te Ching


 
Rem au tetigisti

Friday, August 24, 2001
 
"I rely not so much on the wisdom of age as the overconfidence of youth."
-- Proverb

Thursday, August 23, 2001
 
"In our maturer years, when an object of vision is presented to us which bears any similitude to the form of the female bosom...we feel a general glow of delight which seems to influence all of our senses..."
-- Charles Darwin

see, he likes boobies too!!!

 
reason is a whore

 
The easiest way to get brainwashed is to be born.

Tuesday, August 21, 2001
 
"There are seven kinds of wife -- like a mother, a sister, a daughter, a mistress, a friend, an enemy, and a slave; of these the only good one is the last."
-- Hindu Proverb

Saturday, August 18, 2001
 
there may be something seriously wrong with my knee...

 
ANSWERS may be hazardous to your Uncertainty. Danger! ANSWERS carry High Overdose Potential.
Remember: ANSWERS are the Thrill That Kills.

Friday, August 17, 2001
 
I have a habit of picking out inaccuracies in films... that stated, I am upset about a new movie about Jack the Ripper... firstly, there is still great debate to this day about who Jack the Ripper really was. secondly, in the film (preview), Jack the Ripper is repeadedly seen carrying and even slashing with a blade in his right hand when he was (based on direction, shape and size of his slashes) left-handed.

I think I'll see the film anyway just to see if his famous note to Scotland Yard is included... (hehe... boobies...)

 
Cowardice is a defense against suicide...

Thursday, August 16, 2001
 
the worst part about the situation is that even though she knows I can see her lies, she still tries to pass them off...

 
nothing left but sleep...

Wednesday, August 15, 2001
 
so, what's the next revolution?

 
You are diving, but she is sinking...

 
To recieve light, you must be receptive... (and that means receptive to everything -- everything that is, is light...)

 
Why don't people see that all I do is practice the Gita: the art of fighting with a loving heart...?


 
"a stranger and afraid in a world you never made..."
-- Houseman

 
The Great Pyramid of the Mayans has exactly 365 divisions and faces east.

 
Never Whistle While You're Pissing

 
and I am very upset that some of my code was once again used in a malicious way... *sigh* see, this is why I don't share...

Tuesday, August 14, 2001
 
damn new Linux kernel didn't compile right...
*frowns* and this was supposed to be my new masterpiece...

 
the phoenix lies cold...

Monday, August 13, 2001
 
my ear really hurts...

 
thank you maggie...

 
"you'd kill yourself for recognition.
kill yourself to
never
ever
stop.
you broke another mirror.you're turning into something you are not.

drying up in conversation
you will be the one who cannot talk.
all your insides will fall to pieces.
you just sit there
wishing
you
could
still
make
love.
they're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world
                all sussed out.
they're the ones who'll spit at you.
you will be the one
screaming
out.

it's the best thing that you ever had."


-- Radiohead, high & dry

 
"She Looks like the real thing.
She tastes like the real thing,
my fake plastic love.

But I Can't Help The Feeling.
I Could Blow Through The Ceiling.
If I Just Turn And RUN. and it wears me out.

If I could be who you wanted all the time..
"

-- Radiohead, Fake Plastic Trees

 
don't never see a diamond, baby,
just see hardened coal...
and I've got a bad attitude
formed diamond hard...


 
troubled waters, do well to hide me...

 
How infinite is the distance from This to That!
Yet all is Here and Now. Nor is there any There or Then;
for all that is, what is it but a manifestation,
that is, a part, that is, a falsehood, of THAT which is not?

Yet THAT which is not neither is nor is not That which is!

Identity is perfect; therefore the Law of Identity is but a lie.
For there is no subject, and there is no predicate;
nor is there the contradictory of either of these.

 
falling faster in my hole
rock bottom isn't so far away
no more will to carry on
no more hurt for us today


Sunday, August 12, 2001
 
my phone is silent

and so is my heart...


 
frozen pages in this novella
of life
simple illustrations
scrawled in the margins...


 
and maybe you're right,
and we're not meant to be
and maybe it's time
to set you free...

 
still home... alone...
will be all night.

 
condition cold
driving through a rainstorm
in my eyes
alone, and almost forgotten...

unwanted wherever
I go...

Saturday, August 11, 2001
 
I destroy your shape, desire and memory,
I am your enemy, I shall have no pity...


Friday, August 10, 2001
 
have you ever watched a halo melt?
watched it drown the person below?


Thursday, August 09, 2001
 
I like ha-na-na-na

 
"Manatees are whores!"
-- Conan O'Brien

Tuesday, August 07, 2001
 
Why is a crow?

Because the higher it flies, the much...

Monday, August 06, 2001
 
"If you are timid enough to stop what is natural, Nature will elude your grasp forever."
-- Marquis de Sade

 
"Can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
...
I'd give you everything I've got for a little peace of mind..."

-- The Beatles, I'm So Tired

 
the problem with having absolute power is the temptation to exercise it...

 
sometimes I wonder what anybody sees in me... I mean, I know that they see something that they like, but what?

 
my thoughts have slowed like a candle burning so hot that all the wax around it melts to drown it... I'm melting into myself and burning out...

 
everything borrowed
always blue

 
tired
drowning
falling
fallen